Bhobai nasilu je katiaba muru anekua hbo buli. Nijr a bissax hua nasil, je moiu katiaba karubak eman besi val pabo parim buli. Maai agore porai koisil je prem srem aiburor pora xodai atori thakibo lage, valpua val nhoi and tatia aibur ktha eman jana u nasilu..... nije katiau feel u kora nasilu. So, maai ji koi xaitu a bissax kori loisilu..... aibur beya buli vabi xodai atori thakiboi try korisilu but jatia moi nije feel korilu, tatia he buji uthilu je valpua2 aku beya nhoi. Aanki valpuat ke best aru aku hboi nuare... eyatke best feelings aru kotu ee bisari pua najabo ! Yes, moi u karubak valpau, bht besi a pau, Mur barfi k. Barfi naam2 xuni hahi uthise sage noo? Actually, taar real name baru blg a but moi tu barfi naam tu ee besi val pau. Guteitu barfi nisinai sweet.

     Actually, xii mur tuition sir r lora hoi. Atia Jodi moi karubak bujabole jau mur story2, then hoitu muk kunubai beya vabi lobou pare..... kunubai hoi tu monot vabibo pare je moi nijr sir r Lora ke keneka val palu mane..... but valpua katia, kot ru keneka kar lgt hoi jai kuneu bujibo nuare. Prothom dina jatia tuition goisilu, moi nu kot Janisilu je mur love story tar porai ee start hbo. Eta ktha kintu xosa, life r kun2 rastat ketia ata new chapter khuli jai xaitu kuneu njane. Xei dore moi u vabibo para nasile je mur life r eman ata important chapter mur xai tuition room tur porai start hbo. Moi sir r tat class 6 r pora tuition loisilu, lgt school re dada ajon ru baa ajoniu loisil. Year2 asil 2019. Xodai xuni asilu je sir r lora ata ase but tuition lua pst bht din r loike taak dekha a pua nasilu bcoz xii blg akhn sohorot thake... tate pohe. Edin moi tuition kribole jaute hothat dekhilu je ajon lora room t a bohi asil. Sir aru xii kiba discuss kri asil, but moi jua dekhi sir a taak vitorole pothai dile. Moi jetia Room t xumai goisilu tatia xii tat e asil jodiu moi taak dekha napalu.. actually mai taar fale suai nasilu... najanu heitu mur laj asil ne blg kiba.. Prothomote2 taak kunuba sir re student buli ee dhori loisilu. Vabisilu, hoitu tuition koribole ahise sage but jetia sir e kole, tetia he gom palu je he blg kunu nhoi sir re lora asil. Sir ee muk dhemali te hudhisil, taak dekhibole sir r xoru vaiti jen dekhi nki buli. Sir k moi xemena xemini kori kolu, ”sir, moi tolole mur kori asilu. Hei babe tar mukh khnei valke dekha napalu nhoi.” Sir ee mur ktha xuni hahi dile but atia he vabu xeidina kio nu nasalu taar mukh khn le.

     Tenekei din bur par hbole dhorile. Muru sir r tat tuition lua 1year complete hol. Year 2020, moi class 7 t uthilu ru xei bosor sir r lora jone matric dibo. Hei babe hoitu sir uu alop busy ru tension t asil. Exam di ahi xii ghrte asil he. Bixex busy nothokar babe taak sir ee amar re group tur dada ba htk pohabole mati anisil. Mur lgt ru dujoni suali ee join korile. Senior dada-ba lgt ru ajoni ba uu join korile. Sir r lora tu ee ahi amar senior k maje maje science sai dibolei lole. Ru tenekei moi taak Prothom baror babe dekha paisilu valke. Tetia emn aku feel hua nasil mur.. vabibou para nasilu je xii ee edin mur life r eta important onxo hoi poribo ! kune nu jane, life t ketia kar aagomon hoi jai. Din bur par hol… taar kaarone kun polokot feelings ahibole dhorile gomokei napalu. Lahe lahe taak mur besi val laga hol. Taak jetiai tuition t dekhisilu, mur bukur spondon jen druto gotire besikoi he bahibole aarombho kore. Apuna apuni jen mur mukhot hahi biringi uthe. Kin2 xii mur fale jetiai saisil, moi stobdho hoi roi disilu. Voiu lagisil kijani gali pari diye.

     Lock down start hol. Taak dekha nupua holu. Mon2 aamoni korisil jodiu bandhi rakhibo parilu. Kisudin r pisot taar result u dile. Result val hoisil. Sir le call kori khbr uu loisilu. Xokolu online hoi juar babe taak ajikali akebarei dekha nupua hoi thkilu. Xii notun clg t admission lole, notun jibon start dile. Xii nijr jibon t byosto hboloi dhorile.. baa htku ajikali kom xomoy dia hol. Ek sense t kobo gole tar lgt contact nuhua bohu din hoi gol. Kin2 jen tar le moi ajikali besi he attract hboloi dhorisu. Ji dina moi nije confirm hoisilu je moi taak xosai like koru, xeidina moi mur baa r usrt goisilu. Vabilu bulu sob ktha xuli kom aji. Baa ru xii bestfriend asil. Taak ktha bur ketiau nokou buli ee vabisilu. Kin2 mur mnt otodine xumai thaka emn xini ktha patol koribole baak kom buli xiddhanto lolu. “heri nhoi baa, tmr bestfriend jon je..”, moi ktha xini koi napautei tai kole je, “ohh, xii ! he 2din mnr agt suali ajoni lgt relationship t ahise. Suali joni baru thike lagise. Aikhn sua sn suali jonir photo, kene lagise. (suali jonir photo dekhai)….. Baki tmi ki kobo khujisila?” baar ktha xaar xuni moi jen xobdo bihin hoi golu. Klanto xuk ejake jen xundah mari gusi gol. Oprostut hoi moiu baak, dhunia lagise buli koi gusi ahilu. Blg aku ktha uliaboloi jen mur ru xahox nhol. Baaru dujon man manuhr mukhr pora xunisilu je xii bohut val lora buli. So heitu vabi eta kthai val lagil je, taak nijr koribo nuarileu.. atleast mur choice beya nasil.

     Bht dinole xei ktha tu nijr monor vitorote xumuai thoi dilu. Edin mur Igr ajoni sualir bday asil. Xei Bday party dina baa aru moi duijoni tair ghorole goisilu..... hei bday party tut suali buror majot taar ktha ulal. Kthar majot gom palu je tar gf Jonir lgt taar break up hol. Xaidina ktha2 xuni aru robo nuarilu. Baak aru mur lgr jonik xokolu ktha xuli koi dilu. Taak sob ktha xuli jonuar upodex dile hhte. Xei xomoyot aibur ktha bahirot ulai juar voyot prothomote moi nkou buli ee vabi asilu. Baa hte bujale “Pist ji hoi dekha jabo… kintu tmr monor ktha khini xii jonar dorkar. Atleast tmr monor xantir karoneu taak ktha bur jonua usit hbo.” Tarpst bht xahox kori baak kolu taak ktha khini kboloi. Xaifale baai taak mssg t xokolu ktha koi asil ru efale moi voiyot kopi asilu. Heart beat eman besi fast hoi goisil jen moi jibonor ata bht dangor exam he dibole ulaisilu .... jitu exam r result ki hbo pare, taake guna gutha kori voi lagi asil. Prothom baror babe anekua kiba korisilu, xaibabe voi khuatu hoitu normal ktha. Baai taak gutei ktha khini kuar pst muk tar lgt ktha patiboloi kole..... prothomote napatu buli a vabisilu.. mane laj lagisil, agte kunu lorar lgt anekaa ktha pata nasilu. So ki kou ki nkou taake vabi laj lagisil. Baai bht kua karone ktha patim buli manti holu. Baar phn r porai taak wp t mssg dilu ‘Hi’ buli. Taar xei prothom ‘hello’ reply tu dekhi mur mukht jitu hahi ulaisil xei hahitu moi ajiu pahoribo pora nai. Ji tu feel ahisil xaitu katiau pahoribo nuaru. Taar lgt tenekei alop time ktha patilu mssg t. Xosa kbole gole moi taak, ki kou ki nkou xeibur vabutei adha xomoy gusi gol..... kintu xosai xeidina xokolu ktha khuli kuar pst montu bht xanti lagisil. Baa ru moi birthday party tur pora ghorole gusi ahilu. Rati xua time t vabi asilu je moi janu atiai xaibur koribo Lage... mane bht voi u asil monot, kunubai kiba gom pai buli and aitu u voi asil jee jodi aiburor karone mur pohat kenebake jodi affect hoi ! xeibur bht vabi sinti ee xiddhanto lolu, pisdina moi taak koi dim, je moi atia aibur sob pahoribo khujisu ! kintu Zubeen da ee koisil nhoi... “vori pisol khale, khamusiba… pisola mon kenekoi dhoriba?” Nijr mon tuk ketiau control koribo nuari. Mon a ji bisare taake kribo. Mur lgt u xai tenekuai hol.

     Pisdina tuition golu. Gate r vitorole xumai jautei verandat taak bohi roi thoka dekha palu. Xii anei ketiau bahirot ulai nathake. kintu heidina jen mur karonei roi asil buli vabi mon2 bor vl lagi gol. Taak dekhi voiyot aru lajote moi tuition room r vitorole douri golu. Mur lgt tuition kora baa joni room r vitorot ee bohi asil. Mur jitu voi lagisil douri goi tair usrt bohi tair haat khn dhori lolu. Tai xudhisil, “tumi emn kio kopisa ? bhoot sut dekhi ahila nki ! (hahi hahi xudhile)”.. najanu but taik aku nokolu moi..... anei ee buli koi thoi dilu. Sir e xeidina tuition korabo nuarile, kiba bixex kam etaloi jabo huar babe.... sir a ktha khini koi thakute xii u khirikir usrte asil. Sau nasau ke xiu mur fale sai asil. xii mur fale sai thoka dekhi moi u taar fale salu. Moi abar sir r fale sau ako abar taar fale..... xex t jen taar pora soku natoril. Sir a ki koi asil xaibur eri taar falei sai thakilu. Blg fale sabole bht try krisilu but xii ji dore akethire sai asil moi soku aatoraboi nuarilu taar pora. Aag dinar rati jibur ktha vabi asilu.... ji bur vabi voi lagi asil..... taak sautei jen xei voi kun polokot naikia hoi gol gomokei npalu. Ako abar vabilu, je first time karubar karone anekua feel krisu... eman xunkale keneke montu mari diu. Xeitu vabi a ako bht xahox gutalu. Xei xomoyot sir a ki koi asil gom a npalu. moi nijr duniyat vromi furisilu. Prithivir kot ki hoi asil aku ee jen khbr nai. Tar lgt xei 1st eye contact tu, xei xomoyot mur life r best moment asil."

     Wp t tar xoite ajikali alop ktha botora pata holu. Edin teneke ktha pati thkute bohu ratiu hoi goisil. Xomoy praai 11tai bajisil. He muk jonale, je tar henu gf jonir lgt patch up hoise. Ktha xaar xuni mon2 beya lagisil. Obujon mone jen tar xei ktha2 mani lobo khuja nasil. Kin2 hatot aku upai ru odhikar nothokar babe, Mur mnr vitorot aagusi dhora kola daworor botora konu jen taak diboloi xahox gutabo nuarilu. Moi kiba kuar agt xii nijei kole,”beya nupua jodi, ami friends hoi thkibo parim nki?” tar xei proposal2 xuni mon2 alop forkal hol. Xurjyor misikia kironere ingit dile jen botor mukoli hboloi hol. Xei din tur pisot 4dinoloi tar falor pora kunu mssg nahil. 5no. dinor dina moi nijei taak mssg korisilu, vabilu je kijani xii muk beya pai ase. Maje maje mssg t ktha botora hoisil amar majot. Kin2 Friend xobdo tur majotei xodai ximito hoi roi jabo loga hoisil.

     Edin moi tuition room t bohi thkute, hothat xii ulal he. sir henu oha alop deri hbo, hei babe he mur usor pale he. Taak teneke suddenly dekha pai mur bukut jen lajor uroni akhn pori gol. “hi ! ki khbr tumr?”, he usrle ahi muk xudhile. Alop Hi hllw kora pisotei sir ahi palehi. Tuition aarombho hol. Alop poror pisotei kihirikire taak dekha palu. Hatot mobile loi pura jen busy-man. Mobile2 sai thokar maje maje taar soku jen mur faleu pore, xeitu porilokhyito korilu. Tar fale nasai robo nuarilu. Proti bare jen eral sigi mur soku haal tar falei jai. Kin2 vobar dore xokolu bur hua hoi kthai nasil. Anei nau tulung vutung kori asil, tate akou futa ulal. 4th November… Xii muk kole,”oii, ktha eta hol. Deutar tmr uporot xondeh hoise tmi mur fale suar babe. So keidin manor babe tmr lgt contact rakhatu xombov nhbo.”aidore koi xii bohut dinoloi nuhuai hol. Kisudin baat salu. He instat active thake buli jani, moiu heidina first time r babe instar acc eta khulilu. Kisudinr pisot tar falor pora follow request palu, accept kori follow back uu Marilu. Tar xei follow request2 dekhi je moi kimn xukh onubhov korisilu, xeya hoitu moi xobdore bujabo nuarim. Xii eta mssg dibo buli aaxa kori xoghonai inbox check korilu. Uhu ! xii nidile mssg. Mon2 bhagi porisil. Nah ! aibar taak moi pahoribo lagiboi. Moi aneke thkile taru problem hbo, muru life t xukh r ovab hbo. So, taak xompurno rupere pahorim buli xiddhanto lolu.

     Aii xiddhanto tu lua bht taan asil but mur hatot beleg aku upaiu nasil. Xeibabe, pahorar xiddhanto a xuddho buli vabi aag bahibo sesta krilu. But moi nu ki janisilu je aii xiddhanto kebol mur hee asil, vogobame hoitu kiba belege vabi rakhisil. Xaikarone sage, moi jiman ee taak pahoribo sesta krisilu ximan a muk taar ktha monot peluar... taak napahorar notun notun xujug disil. Njnu je xei xomoyot mur ji hoisil xaitu xosai vagabanor kiba sign asil ne kebol mur monor dharona. Kintu xei xomoyot jatiai moi vabisilu jee moi taak pahoribo Iagibo tatiai xodai taar naam2 mur agt ahi jai. School, ghr, jote nthku lagile, kintu xodai jote tote taar a naam dekha pau. School or bench t jetia vike mon di sau tatia xodai taar naam a mur agt ahe. School r bench t hajar lora-sualir naam likha thake kintu mur soku xodai xai hajaror vitorot taar namot he prothomote rokhe. Jetia korobat Jau furibole tatia usore pajore taar naam a xuna pau. Kabar nhoi kabar mukhot taar naam xuni a thaku. Aitu kthat hoitu kunubai bissax nkoribo pare karon aibur ktha xunile alop filmy type lage and aitu real life hoi... eyat kunu film soli thaka nai. kintu mur mote vogobane bisarile hoitu real life tu anekua hbo pare. Hoitu katiaba filmy bostu bilak real life t u dekha jabo pare. Njanu jee xai xomoyot mur anekua kio hoisil, kintu jiman sesta koriu taak pahoribo para nasilu. Lastot jetia montu control koribo Nuarilu tetia sob bad di dilu. Monot bissax rakhisilu Je, Jodi xosai moi taak valpau then edin xii mur jibonoloi ahiboi… lagile alop deri a houk, kintu taar karone moi wait korim. Ru mur bissax asil je jiman a deri nhouk lagile kintu moi taar karone wait kribo parim. Jatiai taarle monot porisil, othoba mon2 beya lagisil, tetia xii ako ghuri ahibo buli vabi a montuk xantona disilu. Xei tuition t taak dekha pua, log pua dinkeita ktha vabi a mon val logaisilu. And tenekoi ee tini maah maan paar hol. Edin hothat instagram t taar mssg palu. tar msg dekhi jiman xukh hoisilu ximan a shock uu hoisilu je eman dinor murot taar murloi keneke monot poril. Taar lgt alop ktha patilu. khbr khati xudhilu. Tarpst moi baar usrele goisilu, taik koisilu xii msg disile buli..... tai koisile jee tai a taak mssg dibo koisile. Xei kthatu xuni taar mssg pai moi jiman xukhi hoisilu tarpora alop xuth komi goisil. vabisilu jee hoitu xii nije monot pore mssg dise but jatia baai kua karone dise buli gom palu tetia alop beya lagil montu. Kintu holau taar mssg pua xukh a xei dukh xinik dhaki disile. Xei xomoyot vabisilu je moi taak pahoribo para nasilu and pahoribo try krileu Je vogobane taak. dibe kaiharome sage pahorcibo dia masil xaitur kaxom baru aitu a astlinki. Mame Mame xil ako adim mt muk msg taak pahariko para masilu. Temekai kaidim maan kthe patie kinlu aibar moi besi meg dia masilee.or Mame x li jatia msg dia tatia pate kintu om myce falore poria 1 ban me ban hee msg. disilu prothomote baki rodai xli a disile. Xaitu xomo -yot baru, taan, of gf Jami u asil kintu holau ami as a tha patisilu arred moi naitut a xukhi asiler. Man just ata a *tha fee mai taan 1gt ktha patibo patire hol lagile of hisape nholau hbok. kimtu xali xukhkom u besi dimole nthakil. Adim gorm palu jee mur (gre ajomia moi laan ktha beyjake. hoisu buli taar of jomik, laga dile and xii baak, xaitu Itha xudhisil and baai muk xudhisil jee moi kiba koisilu nki buli Fator Jatia moi baak, koisike •tumi tu jama moi taak kimam ut valpau turmi mije kua sun moi bau taak ktha temeka kbo pari ARE mee. Baai baru mur ktha bujisil kimtu xii mut & vul buji ase buli vabi a me taak meg, dibole xahox mhol. Bht baar bar vabisilu fee taak mag di koi diu je moi taar ktha beyake kboi nearle..... but xil biesax mkaribo buli vabi a rokhi goisilu. Temekai ako arman ktha bondho hoi gol. Bht dimole taar meg mpai vabilu jee moi taak pahorcibo sesta kruu buli kinnitu jaliai pahorcar tha vabisilu rail agte jenek a ta an raam jate tote dekha xaibur ako mur. pau Igt hoole start haisil. Jatia taak. pahorcar ktha mavabu tatia ternekua hua nasil kimtu pahorar ktha vabilei temekua hoi. Aibar sure hoi goisilu jee aibur only mur dharama nho!..... jodi amekua hoise mur lgt them xii ako ghuri ahiboi... taake vabi ato wait kreibole Loku. Mur Moi taak. valpua bthe school + mur Igre dujoni mome maneu gom paisil.Xihotejatia rudhisil to ak atian val pai nki buli.....tatia moi rodai toisike jee temoi taak paharil kinturosaa kollegole bahircate pora hur dekhau taak pahoilu buli kintu momore porea xodai taan karame wait krisilu. Xodai momak ata ktha a by bujaisilu jee mai Godi -taak & xosai valpon them moi vogobamok, kation. taak khujibanlage. xii adim nije ahibo. Jatia taak msg diba man goisil Itatia rodal toar "last seem" check kris ile taak Jalia online dekhisilu tatia "Hii" buli bht bare type kri kati rati thai diu..... Xahox a mhoimeg dibole..... and took besi kamer disu buli vabibou pare xaikaromeu msg dia nasilu. To be continued..